My first time doing this and just getting my feet wet. Found our my son-in-law was having an affair. Trying to help my daughter and grand kids get through. No I don't hate him because it takes two to mess a marraige up. You only can get out of it what you are willing to give to it, so I blame both but am partial to my daughter though.

They spent the weekend here and had a good time with grandkids which is what they needed. Bought some groceries for them and hopefully son-in-law will start kicking in some money that is due his kids. I don't think he has a clue some times.

My wife sometimes is a basket case because she worrys about anything. I tell her there is nothing we can do but suppose she should learn also that you only get out of a marriage what you put in. All in all it was a good day and hopefully tomorrow it will be better.

I love her but not in-love with her in the true sense of being married. Will I divorce her probably not but who knows. As I write more in my blog maybe the truth of what I feel and my thoughts wiil give me a better idea of what I want from life. Till next time.