What a week

Still trying to fugure out how my office manager feels about me is a dilema. I don't understand her signals and told her that. She thught it was funny. But that is a story for another time.

My friends up north drive me crazy some times. They are sisters and some of the prettiest girls you ever would want to meet. Still can't figure out why they are my best friends because for girls who look like they walked out of a playboy magazine and are in there thirties and keep a 58 year old man around as there best friend is beyond me. The youngest sister is having a dilema with men. She seems to fall for the weirdest guys and can't understand what she sees in them. Last night she had me go to the bar with her to make she didn't doing nothing stupid. Well I tell you she is alot of fun to be around and if you listen you will learn more than you want to know. She is having man problems along with all her other problems. I am only there once a week but it is like a little peyton place. You never know who is doing to who from week to week, but it takes only a couple minutes to catch up on the gossip. No matter what she does I still love her and will always be her friend.

My first time doing this and just getting my feet wet. Found our my son-in-law was having an affair. Trying to help my daughter and grand kids get through. No I don't hate him because it takes two to mess a marraige up. You only can get out of it what you are willing to give to it, so I blame both but am partial to my daughter though.

They spent the weekend here and had a good time with grandkids which is what they needed. Bought some groceries for them and hopefully son-in-law will start kicking in some money that is due his kids. I don't think he has a clue some times.

My wife sometimes is a basket case because she worrys about anything. I tell her there is nothing we can do but suppose she should learn also that you only get out of a marriage what you put in. All in all it was a good day and hopefully tomorrow it will be better.

I love her but not in-love with her in the true sense of being married. Will I divorce her probably not but who knows. As I write more in my blog maybe the truth of what I feel and my thoughts wiil give me a better idea of what I want from life. Till next time.